Whoever said that Junior College life was easy and carefree should be seriously hanged at the lowest gates of hell. It is, as psychologically and physically proven by yours truly, an understatement right through to the last syllabus.

I've been really, REALLY busy coupled with constant, neverending, school assignments, Project Work PI to worry, continuous FA and tests (at least twice every week), and the upcoming CAs and Mid Year examinations (after June Holidays). I barely have time to complete my assignments on schedule or in advance to prepare/revise/mug for my tests and so forth. Needless to say, I've been stalked by depression and I actually (how absurd!) broke down during lessons for 2 times! (and counting... )

Life isn't easy OR CAREFREE when your humanities subject combination are the MOST demanding of all. History, a downright time consumer and joy-killer, fueled by essay writing Literature. BOTH requires content, content and MORE MORE MORE ESSAYS! Which thereby eradicates all possibilities of a free and happy JC life in which I have spent the past few months burying and revising on my subjects in this lonely room of mine.

I honestly died halfway - what you're reading now is a manifestation of my stressed/pressurized/depressed self.

I worked on my literature analysis from yesterday 10 pm to 6 am! Time consuming! But it was fun...eh...I enjoy mugging for literature. But of course, I have history test barking behind, chinese spelling to groan over, economic tutorial reprimanding in its silly tone and MATH CA1 SCREAMING MURDERER!

Well, I'm sorry that I'm wasting my youth and leisure time which I could have been happily indulging in. I'm also sorry that I'm unable to ogle over my anime/shounen ai/yaoi fetish.

I think I'm losing myself.

On a happier note, I'm going to Tokyo, Japan in May 26! I've already written a whole damn list of anime mechandise! MUAHAHAHA!